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so she says;






i am lonely like shit.
Thursday, April 05, 2007

its a random post.

i am so lonely. ):

lets see.

this week ended early. like tmrrrr is A HOLIDAY. and it doesnt make a difference to me actually. i am lonely. ):

lets see.

went to jack's place for a yummmmmmyy lunch, okay.. its so so but i was so hungry and restless. i talked so much. i love their mango-prawns. whatever, i am starving.

and i just realised i did talked to kim before. he is those cute boys that maybe back then, i fancy. i browsed through my messages and he sent one saying he saw my video and WAS LAUGHING AT ME and HE FIND IT CUTE. it totally sucked to be cute. but prolly if i turn 30, still looking like 23, i seriously dont mind. whatever;

right, i saw my kinder-friend this morning. we were in the same class when we are like 4-6year old, but she seriously didnt change much. and i was like looking at her all the time, i bet she thinks i am nuts cos she's like trying real hard digging her bag to avoid eye-contact. and dont ask why i still remember her, guess she is like fair and chubby with that BOB which leaves a deep impression.

and the hilarious thing i heard was, CJ'S A LESBIAN. LOL. like not the first time i heard but its just weird to come out. i mean they are being cool enough to ask instead of talking back. i was like, HELL NO. they were exchanging glances and thought i would flare up. so i said, cos you guys aint hot enough to captivate me. prolly its been sometime since i mingle with kids like them. seriously, they dont grow man. just because i dont look you in the eye even you're your clan-claimed hottie when i walked into the room, doesnt mean that i am one. ROFL. it just shows how ungentlemanly you are.

i hate it when my confidence are sneaking away, like bit by bit. looking at the date, its just five more days. thinking of it, makes me sweats. i sound like a wussy when i tell him this afternoon, he is like, i thought you are confident. i dont know man. i thought i felt my knees go weak and my stomach tighten just looking at the days goes by. whatever,

cj knocks your socks off*

@8:16 PM